It really is. To be honest, I don’t think I’ve ever even heard the song more than ten times in my life. It hurts so fucking much. And sometimes I forget what it even sounds like, but the second I heard it, I recognize it. Stupid Oprah used it on a farewell commercial a year or so ago, soon after I finished the finale when it was really fresh in my mind. It came on and I wasn’t expecting it and I literally just started crying and my family was so confused, hah. D: But I’m the same. I hear it, and all I can see in my head is them dying. All I can see is Nate running into the ocean and David’s face when burying Nate and everyone’s awful tears and Claire telling David to be happy and her driving away and crying and Keith getting shot and David hallucinating Keith before keeling over and the light going out of  Claires eyes and I.. it. Hurts. So. Much. I braved listening to it again today, and tried to continue tumbling, but I ended up in a near fetal position on my bed staring at the ceiling and trying to keep myself from crying.

It. HURTS.